by Mistress Erika of www.suckpatrol.com
You are here because you are wrestling with being a straight, married cocksucker. You are a guy and married, with someone of the opposite gender. You have always presented with heterosexual lifestyle. So why do you have these gay cock sucking fantasies?
I know it probably started with being a bit cock curious, and that never troubled you. We are human we are curious how we compare to others. Only natural, right? But at some point that curiosity grew into a full blown cock centered desire!
I know you are searching for answers, of what it means if you find it erotic to please a penis? Who are you besides a responsible married man , and who has an almost insatiable lust for cock! You are not looking to end your relationship. Your lovely spouse would never understand that you are a straight, married cocksucker.
You’ve always worn the pants in the relationship, would she see you differently? Is this just a phase and perhaps your lust will fade over time? Yes, that must be it. You are really stressed lately and your brain is looking for an escape!
While it’s true our big brains have funny ways of relieving stress in odd ways, I have to tell you that from my experience, this isn’t a phase. This desire is with you forever. Now what are you going to do?
I know some of you are searching for someone who gets you and your uncomfortable situation. That’s a great way to manage your desires. But there are other things to consider including some answers about your sexuality. Let’s take a look at Married straight cock suckers!
I am sure you were doing a lot of introspection, straight, married cocksucker. Is your relationship a beard to mask your true desires? Am I Gay if I want to suck a cock? Am I Bi-sexual? How would your social circle act or react to that news you are Gay or Bi? I know these thoughts and more are running through your head on an almost constant loop. Until you make peace with your desires, you will be tormented by them.
You try to rationalize: you don’t FEEL gay, you love Women, their curves their energy still excites you, so then you are Bi-sexual? You don’t necessarily want anything more from an encounter , you just want to give a guy a blow job!
It is confusing when you consider the message we get from “the world”. You are either straight or gay, if you are gay you want sex with the same gender. Very black and white, simplistic, right? One thing I know about us humans we are not as simplistic as Black and White there are various shades of grey!
You can be a straight cock sucker! It’s true, there are many motivations for men to suck cock and they are not all about being gay. The phallus is a symbol of power in our western culture. Representing strength and life giving energy!
Who wouldn’t want to harness that? So your cock sucking desires may stem from a need to submit, to please another while worshiping/pleasing that symbol of power in real life form! Sometimes it’s the mere fact that a married heterosexual guy sucking cock is taboo, is the impetus to the behavior. Being naughty is arousing!
Bro blow, have you heard of it? That’s when two hetro guys just “help each other out” , or one helps the other! They don’t want anything more than to get off. YOU get that.
Guys more-so than Women get the “it is just an orgasm” and that there are no other desires for changing the relationship from friendship to something more, no strings attached.
Maybe the act of orally serving a cock has its roots in your submissive nature. Just to give up control, and please another. It doesn’t mean you are gay, doesn’t mean you want to kick women to the curb.
But feeling that feminine energy encouraging you, compelling you to suck cock is always in your fantasies. To obey her and please her by sucking cock is the most erotic for you. You are a submissive cocksucker who was made to suck cock!
That’s why you come to us- the Mistresses of Suck Patrol, to find that acceptance , and understanding. We know you need to keep your heterosexual lifestyle and we help you balance your naughty closeted cock sucking desires. With an understanding mindset, and experience on how to push those erotic buttons, you just might find yourself playing that penis flute in no time!
Of course, we can remain in fantasy. Perhaps role play your hottest cock sucking fantasy! To have that feminine energy , is intoxicating pushing you, compelling you. Perhaps it’s so intoxicating because others just don’t get you, We do. We get you, straight, married cocksucker.